Real talk

I'm a young woman who loves to love but yet still I feel like I'm punished to love who I want to love you said we should love but there's no love. How could I love he's so close but yet so far . I have found him yet he hasn't found me. You said patience is the key...Yet still I practice it but he hasn't come to me. See him but I don't see him but I don't see him, is really hard for me because I really don't want him to be the one that got away. These thoughts, these thoughts, these thoughts y puzzle me.