I suffered for too long

Why does good things happen to all those fucked up people and the ones who's really try to be a better person its like nothing good happens. Sorry to say but u need to come stronger .All my dreams are still awaiting to come true, I suffered enough I deserve to love someone and someone who I want to love me just love me unconditionally. When when when , why me? What else do u want me to do ? I asked for something I taught this Is good luck and u take it away from, idk what else to do. I really wanted to try with him but yet still I keep on hurting me . What should I do to get my prince idk what else. Smh